I'VE FORGOTTEN HOW TO SMILE

I’m awake at 5am, I just stare at my ceiling and try to make sense of it all.

Trying to find some meaning, ‘cause my heart’s still beating, it only hurts when I’m breathing.

 

Every word that I write don’t feel right,

Where did we go so wrong?

 

It’s you, the first thing that’s on my mind,

’Til I fall asleep at night, no matter how I try I can’t get you off my mind.

‘Cause you left with no reason why,

Said you loved me but maybe you lied and it’s breaking me up inside.

I’ve forgotten how to smile.

 

Then the nights turn in to days, nothing tastes the same, all my friends think I’m going insane.

‘Cause in trying to find some meaning I just keep repeating our last day and all the things you’d say to me.

 

Every word you said didn’t feel real,

Am I dumb or was I blind?

 

They say maybe it’s for the best,

‘Cause if he really loved me he would hate to see me this way.

And if he really loved me he would never have let me drive my car whilst I was running on empty.

I’ve forgotten how to smile.

BRING IT ON (SET ME FREE)

Ain’t it funny? Ain’t it sad?

That while I slept you went threw away everything we ever had.

And did it make you feel better?

To make me take the blame,

But while you hung me out to dry down came the rain.

 

And it poured and it clouded my mind,

And as I faced all my demons,

It flooded out your lies.

 

So bring it on,

Cause I’m already down on my knees.

Give it your all,

And i'll let it wash over me.

‘Cause I’m already hurt and broken I put the low in lonely.

So bring it on cause your lies,

They’ve set me free,

They’ve set me free.

 

And ain’t it tragic? Ain’t it bad?

That I’d agreed to take your last name and raise the kids you already had.

Put aside my future ‘cause I didn’t need fortune and fame,

All I saw was sun and blue skies, until you bought down the rain.

 

And when I think I could fall no more, 

I find out you’re a mess too, worse then you were before.

So busy running and hiding from your demons,

Just to stop you feeling.

 

Bring it on,

Cause I’m already down on my knees.

Give it your all,

And i’ll let it wash over me.

‘Cause I’m already hurt and broken I put the low in lonely.

So bring it on,

Cause I’m already back on my feet.

Give it your all,

And i’ll show you how a person should be.

‘Cause I’m already hurt and broken I put the low in lonely.

So bring it on cause your lies,

They’ve set me free,

They’ve set me free.

Free (to fade).

I’ve forgotten how to smile.